If only

How many times have you told yourself this?

If only I had studied for that exam

If only I was well

If only I was more open

If only, if only… Endless wishes. Endless desires.

Endless circumstances.

We tend to define ourselves by adjectives, our current grade, our physical features, our hobbies, but what about what’s inside?..

Your emotions, your experiences?

The farthest we’ve gone is, I’m an introvert or I’m an extrovert. Not enough… Look deeper, understand. There’s nothing to be afraid of……

What are you scared of?

Why do you detest change?

Understand what you’re asking for by saying, if only..

You are an accumulation of all your life events.. Everyday has a part in your making. Every second of every hour makes you a new person.

The sound of the wind, which you think you ignore teaches you things, your consciousness can’t comprehend…

All the information you think is useless, all those feelings you want to get rid of, all that time you wasted, it’s a part of you now.. Don’t ask for it to go away, cause if 1 day, you could actually remove these things,

You shall cease to exist..

You shall be someone else, with the same physical features, but a different soul.

Celebrate who you are today, enjoy it, embrace it, but never wish to go back, because that my friend will not do you good..

I would like to quote Kung fu panda here-

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift..

That’s why its called the present

So Happy present guyys! See you in the near future. (maybe tomorrow)